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May & June - Burn Out

23/6/2025

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Where has the time gone? It's almost July and I've fallen behind on updating this blog. 😞

In terms of personal updates: I've helped set up and photograph two events for Sakina Literary Society (which went really well, alhamdulillah) as well as updated the site, I'm being transferred to a new location at work, and I've been preparing for my wedding & a move! Which means I have not done very much writing, or even thinking about writing, which is both disheartening and disappointing. 

I'm burnt out for sure, but I miss writing and - more importantly - the drive to write. I miss thinking about and planning stories, but nowadays I don't feel like I have the brain space for it. I know this is pretty normal given the givens, but also I feel like I can do better. (Am I holding myself to unrealistic standards? And being too hard on myself? ...Perhaps...but ugh, life will always life and I can't let that be a reason I don't write at all!)

Alas, I only have one real update for you. Legends of Mourra Vol. 1 is ticking along at a glacial (pre-global warming) pace. I wrote half a chapter...and then decided it needed to be written in a different character's pov, and started it over. And yes, it's still the chapter on how Halah and Ilyas (and Zsa Zsa the warcat) first meet. At least I've named the city they meet in - Sadafa, the capital city of Al'Amain, a coastal kingdom just south of Mourra - the latter which is the kingdom Halah is from and where our main storyline starts. 

I'm thinking...that I 
would like to start doing little prompt fills again, just to keep my writing skills from rusting and also to feel like I'm creating something. My story ideas feel too big and like they require too much energy and focus and time that I can't really devote right now. Either that or I need to start getting into fanfiction again - there's nothing so energizing like comments and reviews from readers.

Anyway, that's all I have for now. I'm off to wrestle with the pervasive feeling of failure! 

​Until next time, happy reading and writing!

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April Recap - A Little of This, A Little of That...

1/5/2025

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As the title suggests, April was a month where I dabbled in a little bit of everything.

​It's also been a wonderfully busy month for me--Sakina Literary Society, which I co-founded with my mom, is undergoing exciting developments, my personal life is popping off, I've finally made strides in catching up on sharing my photography, and I've been trying to be diligent about updating my substack. 

​So in case you missed it, here's what I've been writing!

Poetical Snippets

❝ I am full of tenderness the way a cloud is full of rain
And I am full of joy the way a flower is full of sun
Ready to spill
Ready to grow. ❞
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❝ Once upon a time, I loved you. Once upon a future, I will love you again. ❞


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March Updates - The Storyteller, the Prince, and the Djinn

6/3/2025

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I haven't written for LofM since...the end of January, according to my Google doc. I've been distracted by other things (a trip, work, three story ideas...). But I am pleased with what I have so far and I wanted to share a little excerpt.

The prologue, structured like a short story, is complete. It's titled The King and the Poetess and takes place roughly 30 years before the main story arc; it's an important piece of backstory, though that will only be revealed later on.

I hope you enjoy, and let me know what you think!

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On Chance Encounters & Contemporary Romance

23/2/2025

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I recently went on a ten-day vacation to the Bahamas to visit my mom's side of the family and to escape the winter in Canada for a bit (the timing was excellent; we got slammed by two back-to-back snowstorms while I was gone). While walking around the Atlantis resort, which we'd visited for the day, we bumped into a mom and her toddler son, Romeo, whom we'd crossed paths with twice before. 

​I remarked to my mom and sister that it was funny how you could be somewhere with hundreds or thousands of strangers and yet spot the same unfamiliar-familiar faces over and over again. Laughingly, I wondered why I couldn't have had some repeat chance encounters with any hot guys...and it sparked an idea in me for a story.
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February Fears

1/2/2025

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a ramble on creativity ft. anxiety and my mom
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January is finally over, thank God. I know everyone and their mother’s been saying this month’s been long as hell and exhausting to boot, but it bears repeating: it’s been long as hell and exhausting to boot. But now it’s February, and it came with blazing sun even if it was bitterly cold. 
I spent the first day of this month celebrating my niece’s birthday—she’s already six!—making up a Ramadan fast, and wrestling with insecurity and envy and a looming feeling of dread.

It’s the latter I wanna talk about, and it springs from my mother. Not that she did anything to me; this is definitely a me problem, not a her problem.

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January Updates- The Storyteller, the Prince, and the Djinn

20/1/2025

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So far I've managed to hit 3 of my 2025 goals: update this site monthly (at minimum), write at least 100 words for LofM, and join a writing group. (Well, I sort of restarted an existing writing group, but I'm excited about it anyway).

As for LofM: I've so far written 3,800 words! Most of them new, too, instead of rewritten old words. I'm trying to zero-draft LofM again, with some changes to the plot and structure. I'm experimenting with an Arabian Nights-esque ​formatting where I write multiple short stories, all linked together into a larger narrative, and I'm enjoying it so far. Here's an excerpt:

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Back & Forth | Reviewing 2024, Planning for 2025

2/1/2025

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Happy new year! I meant to write and post this in December, but procrastination snatched the time right out of my hands. That's ok; better late than never! As my mom recently reminded me, the Prophet (ﷺ) once said that even if the end of the world is quite literally happening, but you still have time to plant a seed, you should do so.  ​Or, as one of my favourite quotes puts it: The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now. (The attribution of this proverb is not precisely known).
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And now, because my memory is like Swiss cheese (full of holes), I thought it would be enlightening (for myself, mainly, though maybe you'll find it helpful too, dear reader) to take a look back at 2024, writing-wise.

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The Storyteller, The Djinn, & The Prince | An Update & Excerpt

8/10/2024

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 So......I am shocked. Delighted. Bemused. And baffled.

I wasn't feeling LofM's latest start (what else is new) and I could feel that the plot & premise was almost, but not quite, right....so i went scrolling through my hundreds of pages of drafts and snippets and scenes and--

I have some good stuff here! Ten years of working on this wip has left me with some fantastic fragments that I can cobble together and polish into something I'm really, really excited to write.

​I'm so glad I rarely deleted anything! I just now have to hunt through everything I have for what I want to try and patchwork into one single draft. But ah! this is so fun! and makes me feel so much better about the insidious voice in my head deriding me for having worked on this wip for 10+ years with nothing but pieces to show for it.

The scene below is inspired by my trip to the Grand Mosque of Paris years ago (see above photo, which I took!) and also Canada’s lushness, which is always such a surprise every spring and summer after long, grey winters. 

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The Relic | A Prompt Fill

24/7/2024

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Deep Water Prompt #3278
Magic runs bone deep in a host, and stays there after death. Bones left to family or friends in wills can be placed in new bodies, through sorcery or surgery, and work almost just as well.
But this is something else entirely.

I handle the skull carefully, with gloves, as I usually do with relics. With enough exposure, even just through the skin, magic can be toxic. Not all magics mingle well with each other. It’s the top cause of death for surgeons in my field.

This relic is a magnificent specimen. The skull is clearly ancient but quite intact, and white as the moon, and heavy as sorrow. I finish examining the teeth—each one diamond edged and radiating insatiable hunger—and glance up at my shadowy customer (or patient, as the case may be) enrobed in a dark cloak, not one inch of him visible but his gleaming eyes.

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The Naming | A Prompt Fill

15/7/2024

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Deep Water Prompt #3324
​Put a fresh enough human heart inside a brand new demon, you get a wonderfully confused sort of half-person. Black blooded and obedient, they make excellent hit men. 
​You stare at the prince, trying to wrap your mind around his claim, even as the silver cords bite into your wrists and throat and thighs, binding you in place and burning, smoking, as they do.

No one told you the prince was a mage. Regardless, somehow, your own reconnaissance never revealed that he was, and recon is one of those things you excel at.
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Besides assassination, of course. And somehow you’ve failed on both accounts. How had he hid his powers? How had he caught you?

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